by Anonymous I’m just as tired as ever, but my ego is currently up. I only hope that I get to build a connection with my kids while I’m waiting for the big payoff. That I get to support them through their harder years. One the other hand, I’ll keep having thoughts of the way several important people chose to disconnect from me after they said so many nice things and I put in so much work just to try to feel normal. The fact that you think I can’t get better and that I shouldn’t be allowed to try is proof to me that I’ve been doing something you think is impossible for a long time now. There may never be an end to my troubles. One day we will pass each other by. It will be clear then, just how capable I am.