I found some pills too
Jan 10, 2025
by Anonymous
[To those who are struggling, help is available, and you are needed in this world. If you are thinking of self-harm, please call or text 988 to talk to a professional who can help.—eds.]
I'm facing immense difficulties, made worse by people’s cruelty and selfishness. I get it—no one wants to hear they’re being a bad friend or acting selfishly. But if someone confides they’re struggling with suicidal thoughts and your reaction is, ‘What about me?’—what do you think that says to them? What do you think people will learn about you? When someone shares something as vulnerable as suicidal ideation, it takes courage and trust. Responding with self-centeredness not only breaks that trust but deepens their isolation. You behavior speaks to your character. The pain of fabricated isolation is profound. It’s not just loneliness; it’s being made to feel alone even when surrounded by others. It’s like being trapped in a zoo enclosure, raw with pain, while people watch, eat their snacks, and throw rocks and stones from a distance. This isolation isn’t natural—it’s created by indifference. When suffering becomes a spectacle, it magnifies the hurt. You’re left carrying not only your struggles but the cruel realization that some are content and even celebrating the opportunity to watch you drown. I only have so much strength. I am a human being with human limitations and reactions. What do you want to happen next in this story? How will you be remembered? People know exactly what's happening. They are watching. Yes, they are just as guilty as you. But what are you doing? Hiding? Cowering? Celebrating the idea that i'll be gone soon? What kind of person are you? People will know. If I leave you with anything its that. People will know. So if you aren't motivated by love and compassion, atleast be motivated by fear. Do something while there you still can. Say something. I'm dying and in pain and I need help.